I totally need to go on a diet.

I will seriously start tomorrow.

Seriously.

I swear.

I need to say goodbye first to my daily dose of Starbucks. Goodbye Dark Raspberry Frappe. Goodbye Coffee Jelly Frappe. Goodbye Strawberries & cream frappe.

And even to the fruit shakes and taro shakes…

And the luscious cakes: Raspberry Cheesecake and Oreo Cheesecake.

And cut down on carbs. And sweets.

… because I feel so awful. :c And admittedly, so… not beautiful. *sniffles*

I also need a haircut. I want my bangs back. I feel so normal-bland without it. And a hair treatment… a intensive conditioning and my yearly rebond.

I need them. I neeeeed.

*sigh*

I need serious pampering and makeover! But I don’t know when because crapload of thingies are taking over my life =.=

I want to travel and then party, go shopping and laze around~ and think of really happy thoughts and keep beautiful memories. It would be a pure bliss…

So faaarrrr….

*sob*